Oops, I let this blog get away from me again. It’s been hard to update like I used to, but I am working on it. Things are going very well over here, but I’ve been really exhausted. Master and me are trying to get things back to the way they used to be in terms of my stamina. Obviously I have quite a bit of work to do, and it’s not going to happen overnight. We both know this.
One thing we have been working on specifically is that Master has been treating me like he used to. He has been putting aside his constant worry for my health (not that he isn’t worried, but I am definitely capable of more than he was letting me do for a while) in order to help me get to where I need to be. So, instead of assuming that I am really tired and can’t handle tasks/chores/responsibility at a given time, he’s just telling me what to do when and when I hit my wall (which usually happens late in the day) it’s my job to tell him so that he doesn’t push me past points that will otherwise damage me or impede my progress.
That’s not to say that I call it quits when I don’t feel like doing chores or something. It’s just that, I’m back doing all the old chores I was supposed to do, and if I am getting sick (lightheaded, dizzy, etc) then I need to point that out so Master can make the ultimate decision on whether or not I should keep going. Over the past few months it has been more like, Master doing pretty much every chore and me jumping in when I get bursts of energy. Neither of us like it that way, but (Want to read more...)