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Crossposted from liljgrrlanddaddy blog - lil*j’s perspective

I arrived home to find the home completely dark. I thought Daddy was talking to tee. I entered the house with two arm fulls of groceries and as I closed the door, I saw a figure standing in the corner of the mudroom. I knew it was D just as I knew he wanted to attack me. I asked in a meek voice if I could put to groceries down. He did not really answer except to say you better. I tried to set them down but he was already on me. I  was particularly worried about the two big bottles of wine in each hand. I managed to get them to the ground while he was ripping my cloths off. He had my coat, shirt and bra off with arms behind my back while he pressed my face into the door. We ripped out some rope and had me in a takata kote chest harness with lightning speed.

He grabbed me and threw me into the kitchen pressing my face into the cupboard as he put on my collar, ballgag and a blindfold. Then he threw me over the counter face down so he could rip off my pants and shoes. Then he moved me into the living room where he threw me face up over the back of the chair. He then threw me into the chair and tied my legs together with my knees bent up. He changed my hand position in front of my body in a sort of prayer position. All the while taking time to slap my face, spank my ass and twist my nipples. Then he asked if I knew what he had been thinking about all day. He said he was thinking about fucking my ass all day and that was what he was going to do. He was going to take and rape my ass because he could!

He positioned me with my ass on the arm rest and fucked my ass! It felt REALLY, REALLY good and I was so hot I wanted to cum right away. But he knew this and enjoyed torturing me by fingering my clit. He finally allowed me to cum and afterward pounded my ass even harder and deeper until he blew his load. He pulled me up and untied my legs and then I knelt on the floor while he untied the chest harness. Then off with the ball gag and blindfold where he kissed me with a smile and said welcome home.

He then had me go change into my black PVC dress, thigh his and heels. I was then off getting dinner ready. We enjoyed our meal, conversation and pretty much all through the night he kept reminding me I was a whore…over and over and over again.

After dinner, D & I went into our bedroom.  He put my arms in a spreader bar.  It was left in our care by some good friends of ours.  He made use of it along with its twin around my ankles.  I couldn’t really stand in it because my heels were too slick and I kept falling over on the bed.  He told me to just quit whining and do it.  Well, I was able to stand for a few minutes.  My inner thighs were killing me.  But I somehow managed. Then D chastised me for leaving my things around.  I hadn’t put away any clothing from SB.  He made me do that, all the while wearing the spreader bar around my neck and arms ala Secretary style.  It was hot!

I managed to get everything put away and even managed to pee and wipe myself without too much difficulty.  Then he had me kneel and he started beating me with the new rope flogger he & t had made at the rope group meeting I missed because I was sick.  Oh shit that fucker hurts.  Its like a cat-o-nine tails with rope knots on the end.  It was a heavy beating and pain scene.  I didn’t think I could take much more by the time he was done.  Then he had me kneeling on the floor and he fucked me from behind.  It was very difficult to manage to balance and not have the spreader bar torquing on my neck.  It was very uncomfortable.  But I endured and manged to cum.  All the while being reminded what a whore I was.  Did I mention it was hot?

We then had a bath.  It felt good to soak and I was already melting away into a pile of goo.  I had a hard time keeping my head above water. We then retired to bed.  I was just about to conk out when D got out some rope stating he told me I had a long night ahead of me.  And proceeded to put me in a hog tie.  I did zonk out for a while in some wonderful rope space.  Then he put me to sleep.  I had a wild feature long dream about craziness.  And I slept solid all night long.

Thank you D!

Namaste,

j

Cross Posted from No Limits

Oh how i love the title that Sir has given to me to blog about today. We really do love our snuggling time together. This weekend it has been so cold…and it’s just the beginning. The snowflakes have been falling, deer season was among us, and we were out in the wee dark hours of the morning on the farm, making sure that there were no hunters on the land. We have developed a fondness for our deer friends and want to make sure that they are safe and sound.

Sir and i have been spending a LOT of time snuggling and cuddling. Usually that follows a brutal face fucking or an intense ass rape, or even a good, rough, pounding fucking of my cunt. My owner is like the postal carrier…not rain, snow, sleet, hail, vermin, locusts, earthquakes, tornados, hurricanes, typhoons, etc will keep Him from using His slave the way He chooses.

The other day, for instance, He put me to work sucking His cock, immediately upon His waking up. When He was finished using me that way, He ordered me on my back, legs up. He requires His slave to be flexible, so i am required to bring them up, spread them apart and pull them back as far as they will go. He then proceeds to fuck His slave hard, rough, and with as much force as possible. A punch to one tit, was followed by a punch to another…a tweak of one nipple, again followed by a tweak of another. i was, obviously, begging to cum so quickly, i think i barely had time to ask, or was able to coherently find the words to do so. Lucky for me, i was able to get out enough for Him to understand what i was asking, and i was granted permission to cum.

Upon completion of that orgasm, i was ordered on my stomach, legs apart, so He could use His slave’s ass….and He did. He pounded His cock into my ass hard, rough, and i was just holding on for the ride. i especially loved it when i heard Him growl into my ear ‘can you feel my cum pumping into your ass?” Damn…that’s hot.

He collapsed on top of me (another thing i love as well) and we lay there together for several moments. Then He climbs off of me, and snuggling commences…both Owner and slave basking in the afterglows of what has just taken place…feeling our hearts beating so hard one would think they were going to pop right out of our chests. Covering back up under the down comforter, and keeping each other toasty warm follows after that.

Yeah…i think i am gonna love the long, cold winter.

Sunday night…

He stepped out of the shower and came into our bedroom, already knowing what was going to happen. I was waiting for him, wearing the harness and nothing else. I told him to lie face down on the bed and put the blindfold on. As he did as instructed I continued getting ready, fixing my pretty black dildo into the harness, making sure it curved down so it would hit his prostate when I rode his ass from behind.

I moved around the bed and restrained each of his hands in turn, using the Under the Bed Restraints that are a convenient permanent feature of our bed now, stretching his arms out on either side of him so that he couldn’t move. Then I told him to get his ass up in the air with his arms already bound.

Kneeling on the bed behind him I groped and massaged his ass, smacking it a few times before reaching for the lube. Slowly I worked my fingers into him, opening him up and getting his ass ready for my cock. I told him he was my ass slut now as he moaned and pressed his ass back on my fingers, first one then all the way up to four of them filling his ass.

Once he was sufficiently stretched and lubed I positioned my cockhead against the opening of his ass as he lay bound and blindfolded before me offering his ass up high. I pressed in slowly so he could feel it before starting to thrust. He moaned with each thrust as I started fucking his ass, alternating between fast and slow, hard and soft, making sure he felt it and making sure he was loving it, occasionally asking how he was feeling just to be sure.

As I rode his ass he started grunting and moaning, making sounds that sounded like he was going to come, so I fucked harder to encourage them and then stopped after a few more moments. I asked him what had happened, and he didn’t know. It was a surge of incredibly intense pleasure, he told me, which just made me want to get him there again. I stroked his cock for a few moments while we talked before starting up again, ramming into his ass until I heard the familiar grunts.

He didn’t shoot, but it seemed like he was having a p-spot orgasm, something he’d never had before, and seemed to love it. I let him come that way a few more times before pulling out, releasing him from the restraints, and instructing him to lie on his back and get his cock rock hard.

After washing my cock off I came back in and knelt next to his head, pressing my cock against his lips and asking him if he knew what I wanted him to do. Without a word he took my cock into his mouth and started sucking it. I watched him eagerly devouring it, pleasure flooding my cunt as he did, almost able to feel the softness of his tongue and insistent suckling against the silicone.

I pulled back and instructed him to sit up, positioning myself against the wall and instructing him to suck me again so I could watch from a different angle. He eagerly took it back into his mouth and began bobbing his head up and down it, gagging himself on it every so often until he had a couple of twin tears rolling down his cheeks. I let my hand rest happily on his head, playing with his hair as he sucked me off.

Moans escaped my lips as I watched him tongue and suck the curved black silicone into his mouth, and after a few long hot minutes of this I pulled him off of me. His cock was very hard, I began stroking it just to watch the pleasure and agony cascade across his face. I asked him what he wanted, and after many strokes and many moments of teasing I lay back so that he could fuck my cunt as I stroked my cock.

It did not take long for him to come, since he was so riled up already, and once I gave permission he shot. I let him rest for a few moments while I took the harness off and got back into bed, grabbing my newest toy, Mia, from the nightstand and declaring that it was my turn. I got on my stomach, positioned Mia and instructed him to fuck me with his fingers, my favorite way to come.

This wasn’t the first time I’ve fucked his ass, last weekend I used a glass plug on him, though not with a harness, then made him fuck me with the plug still in. He liked that quite a bit. When we were in England in May I used my strap-on on him, but that was the last time prior to last night. I have a feeling it will happen much more frequently from now on. This was, however, the first time I had him suck my cock and I imagine that will happen more frequently as well.

-Scarlet Lotus Sexgeek

“Don’t miss [Mistress160's] incredible, in-depth review of my
book The Adventurous Couple’s Guide to Strap-On Sex
(thanks for the link, Alison Tyler!).

“I feel like the reviewer really took her time to understand
the topic and the potential readership — and she took
quite a bit of time to learn about me as well. So amazing!”
Violet Blue writes about Ms160

I first mentioned this book in my BDSM For Beginners Guide to Strap On Sex, and would really have appreciated having a copy prior to reviewing Sax Leather’s “Delux Strap On + Vac-u-Lok“. Finally we received a copy of our own!

Strangely, so far, there seem to have been very few reviews. I thought it time to redress that - apart from anything else, after writing my own BDSM For Beginners post I’m aware how little material is available on this subject.I first published this review on my own blog, where it’s been an extremely popular post, and as you can see from the quote above the book’s author also appreciated it. I thought I’d share it with you here at KSL.  Here it is: everything you wanted to know about Violet Blue’s book on everything you wanted to know about strap-on sex….

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The Adventurous Couple’s Guide to Strap-On Sex
Violet Blue
Cleis Press 2007

THE AUTHOR

Violet Blue is the sex columnist for the San Francisco Chronicle, and the author of over a dozen books on sex and sexuality, including The Smart Girl’s Guide to Porn and The Adventurous Couple’s Guide to Sex Toys.

She has an excellent reputation as a sex educator, treating her subject in open and innovative ways. As she explains in an interview with Cleis Press:

“I want to make a lasting contribution to the way we all talk about sex, and hopefully my books—the presentation of the information and the unflinching approach to the content—have added a bit of spark to our collective conversations about sex”

I’ve always admired her all-orientations approach to sex education:

“I’ve chosen to write about sex information in a way that is open to whomever chooses to use it. As a girl with a constantly evolving sexuality, I know that a straight woman reading a book now, might pick up the book next year with bisexual curiosities. I want my books to stand the test of time in people’s lives”

Violet Blue is also unusual in that she takes the subject of cyber sex seriously:

“I feel that the Web has changed the way we have sex more than anything yet, possibly more than religion. And it’s really only just begun”

She has been quick to appreciate the possibilities of the internet as an educational resource, being one of the first people to enter the erotic podcasting world (Open Source Sex) as well as (to quote her own description) being a “pro blogger, podcaster, vlogger and femmebot at Metblogs SF, Geek Entertainment TV, and Gawker Media’s Fleshbot”. Her website has the wonderful title Tiny Nibbles.

Another focus of her educational writing is couples. As she explained in a 2006 Eros Zine interview with Thomas Roche:

“I still think that couples are much more sexually sophisticated than media and pop culture think …

“Most sex advice books, programs, erotica collections and videos for couples treat couples like they automatically have a problem for wanting to experiment and have fun with sex; they often impart a moral as punishment for doing things such as trying a threesome. If there’s any “moral” to the stories I find for couples, it’s that sexual experimentation is healthy and brings you closer together, even if it turns out silly, strange - or mind-blowingly hot, as is often the case”

Her website features a great page with info for couples, including lots of great “how to” sex articles. Here’s a few topics: Introducing New Sexual Fantasies to a Lover, The Art of Dirty Talk, Fuck Me With the Handcuffs On, Please. Several of her most popular books (such as Sweet Life: Erotic Fantasies for Couples and Fetish Sex: An Erotic Guide for Couples) are written from a couple’s perspective. So too is the newly published book I’m reviewing today, The Adventurous Couple’s Guide to Strap-On Sex.

The online publicity blurb for the book often looks like this:

“Feeling adventurous? Sex educator and best-selling writer Violet Blue guides readers through the pleasure playground of strap-on sex for heterosexual couples. The wild success of The Ultimate Guide to Anal Sex for Women and The Ultimate Guide to Anal Sex for Men makes it clear that anal sex is hitting the mainstream. Lots of hot women want to strap it on, and their male partners are often happy to oblige.

“With style and wit, Violet Blue explains pleasure anatomy in men, with ample attention to the prostate gland — the epicenter to male orgasm that’s been called “the male G-spot.” Full of crafty ideas on positions, toys, harnesses, role-play scenarios, and reading your partner like a dirty book, The Adventurous Couple’s Guide to Strap-On Sex offers a step-by-step guide to making sparks fly. And look, ma! No hands”

The author herself says of the subject:

“Everything I’ve come across so far seems to be playing into the stereotypes that plague male- on-female anal sex. (”You’re going to take my cock up that little ass,” etc.) I don’t peg my man to work out my aggression, I peg him because the prostate is a wondrous thing…

“Pegging in most porn is festooned with stereotypes of shame and pain, like most sex in mainstream porn. And, unfortunately, these stereotypes have seeped into online sex culture. But you don’t have to be Mistress Asscrusher, and he doesn’t have to answer to Worthless Buttslut, in order to enjoy strap-on sex. Like I explain in my book, most couples who peg do it because it’s fun, intimate, new, exciting, and quite loving.”

THE BOOK ITSELF

So, let’s look at The Adventurous Couple’s Guide to Strap-On Sex. The book is set out in twelve chapters, which cover every aspect of introductory strap on sex that you can think of, and quite a few you probably haven’t thought of, lol.

The contents page not only provides chapter titles but sub headings, which means its easy to track down a specific topic. Chapter 1 (”The Forbidden Zone”), for example, provides background, talks about the “Bend over Boyfriend” phenomena and gives the recent history of the term “pegging”, now used to describe male penetrative sex for straight couples. Chapter 2 (”What It Isn’t”) discusses myths about pegging. Chapter 3 and 4 explore male anatomy. Chapter 5 (”How pegging Works (Oh So Well)”) looks at the mechanics of male orgasm and fantasies and realities of pegging.

We then move on to several chapters covering communication (”How to Ask for It” … ) before moving on to the practicalities of anal foreplay and penetration (”Anal Penetration Rules! I Mean, Rules”) with both viewpoints being covered (”His Concerns: Staying Hard and Keeping Clean”). Chapter 10 explores harnesses and dildos. Chapter 11 (”The Art of Pegging”) provides a terrific list of “how to” options (”How to come in a Harness” … “Fun Things to do When You’re Fucking him”). The final chapter provides resources for further reading, shopping links and safe sex info. Several chapters conclude with erotic pegging stories by Alison Tyler.

Violet Blue writes in an informal style that instantly engages the reader (”give a man the anal attention he craves, and you might as well have tossed a pat of butter into a hot pan”). Or both readers, actually - as the author constantly seeks to engage and reassure both parties:

“To me, the discovery that a male lover enjoys receiving anal penetration opens up a whole new world of sexual adventure between the two of us. It means he wants to share something really intimate - and something he finds powerfully pleasurable - with me.

“I know that he probably hasn’t been able to play like this with most of his other lovers … but he feels confident that we can do it… when a man tells me he wants me to strap it on and give it to him - I know I’ve found a lover who is playful, trusting, interested in having excellent sexual communication and who thinks I’m the hottest girl for the job”

The text is full of useful practicalities. A few examples … such as “How To Find the Prostate with Your Eyes Closed”:

“beneath your fingers you’ll find the gland is rounded, shaped like a walnut, but slightly cleaved down the centre so it has a furrowed seam and two subtle halves that can be felt with the pad of your finger (when touched from inside the anus)”

From “Strap on Sex and Erections”:

“when you are pegging him and he gets close to orgasm you’ll observe a number of physical signs, though they may not be the ones you’re used to seeing during your typical lovemaking rituals..”

In another, about the practicalities of rimming, the author’s sense of humor shows:

“The easiest position for rimming is doggy style … if he has a lot of hair down there, this position is optimal for parting the furry seas - and if this notion makes you uncomfortable, let it be known that everyone has hair down there. If you do not naturally have hair around your anus you are either a) too young to be reading this b) shaving or waxing it or c) a genetic anomaly”

The chapters on communication are especially helpful in terms of practical advice, with sub headings such as “You want to, But He’s Worried: Talking points”. The chapter on harnesses and dildos is excellent, however it was when reading this chapter that I discovered my one real criticism of the book, which has to do with it’s lack of illustrations.

Violet Blue has produced several other books with Cleis Press in a similar format. These have all proved popular. I’m sure the lack of illustrations keeps the price down significantly. However, despite Violet Blue’s excellent descriptive skills, you really feel the need for images and/or diagrams (perhaps some simple line drawings???) when struggling to understand the construction of various harnesses, and how dildos attach - as well as, of course, trying to select what sort of harness to purchase.

The final chapter lists online shopping resources - always a risk in a hard copy publication because these lists and links date so quickly. In this case Violet Blue has provided a terrific range of outlets, and (unusual for an American publication, thank you thank you!) has also provided worldwide shopping links.

Her recommended reading list is good, and includes a section on strap-on porn. The book concludes with a much needed (and excellent) safe sex section.

SHOULD WE BUY IT, MS160?

If strap-on sex is of interest to you, then absolutely!

Violet Blue has produced a well researched publication - written in her usual thoughtful and amusing style - that answers all the questions you’ll have about starting strap-on play. Her practical approach means your first attempts will be stress free and very enjoyable, on both sides of the dildo, lol. The chapter structure and sub headings make locating specific info easy (if you have particular issues you want to check out), and the author’s further reading list shows you where to go for more detailed info.

While Alison Tyler’s imaginative erotic stories function perfectly to bring the topic alive (and subtly suggest further possibilities in terms of things to try) my only criticism is that illustrations would have been helpful, especially in the chapter on harnesses and dildos. I’d suggest that when it actually comes to your wanting to understand the various styles of harness construction that you supplement Violet Blue’s excellent advice by checking out the images of product design on this blog’s BDSM For Beginners Guide to Strap On Sex.

Cleis Press have created a user friendly publication: the book is small in size, only 125 pages, in an easy to read font, at a great price. It’s definitely worth adding to your sex / kinky library.

You can purchase the book on Amazon.com here.

NEXT REVIEW:

Male Chastity: a guide for keyholders
Lucy Fairbourne
Velluminous Press 2007

REFERENCES AND RESOURCES:

Cleis Press Spotlight on Violet Blue (interview)
Eros Zine: Thomas Roche interview with Violet Blue
Rachel Kramer Bussel “Adult Podcasts: the XXX Wave of the Future” (Penthouse Forum) (no link)
Newsweek “Podcasting: Talking Dirty on Your iPod”
Savage Love 8 August 2007 SF Gate Violet Blue - Archive
For a complete list of Violet Blue’s publications and articles please see her website’s publicity and press page.
For more of Alison Tyler’s great erotica, check out her publications and stories via her website Trollop with a Laptop.

Mistress 160’s posts on Strap On Sex:

• BDSM For Beginners Guide to Strap On Sex
• Sax Leather’s “Delux Strap On + Vac-u-Lok” (with great pix of sol getting pegged).
  

(another reference list on strap on sex at the end of BDSM For Beginners Guide to Strap On Sex )

Want to join discussions about strap-on sex with Ms160?

Join us at Fetish Lore’s Forum on Strap-Ons, incl:

• The Endless Search for the Perfect Strap On
  
• The Other Strap On Perspective
  

(Photos:
book covers courtesy:
Cleis Press website and Tiny Nibbles
photo of Violet Blue: cover page of Tiny Nibbles)

i was suddenely startled awake by the sensation of my hair being pulled hard, and my face being pulled towards Him. i was dead asleep, in dreamland, probably floating on some cloud, eating dark chocolate bon bon’s with bunny slippers and BAM…i was shoved down on His cock. i was disoriented, and i went to work, doing what i am supposed to be doing, pleasing my Owner, and the piece of my brain that was trying to figure out where i was, or what day it was, was busy working, trying to figure out what the hell was going on.

my Owner uses me whenever He wants. Even if it is 4 a.m. in the morning, and i am sleeping soundly next to Him, if He wants His cock sucked, then He will take from me what He wishes. my job is not to stop and consider what is going on, what my surroundings are like or anything like that. my job is to do exactly what He wants, when He wants it, how He wants it, where He wants in and in any way He desires it.

After a brutal face fucking that left the inside of my mouth swollen and cut, He decided to finish with me in my ass. By now i had determined that it was Sunday morning, in the “0 Dark 30 hour” and i was probably in for an ass fucking like never before. That’s exactly what He delivered. With the tears forming in my eyes, from the pain in my mouth, and now the pain in my ass (literally, of course) i just wanted to curl up in a ball, in the fetal position, and sleep in my cocoon of safety.

When He was finished with His slave, we lay there and ‘boing’ my eyes were wide open, and i was wide awake. i have always had sleep issues in the past, and have this unfortunate flaw of, when i wake up in the pre-dawn hours, if it’s close enough to ‘getting up’ time, then i have a difficult, if not impossible time going back to sleep. i don’t ‘sleep late’….doing that would be the equivalent of sleeping until 6 a.m. and here it was in the 4 a.m. hour. Sir was already on His way back to dreamland, so i started the ‘i am not going to fidgit period…and then i had an itch on my arm, and had to scratch it, and then an itch on my neck and had to scratch it…and then itches just appeared out of nowhere and i finally said ‘i think i am going to have to get up.’ Sir said ‘when you do, get my breakfast. i responded with ‘yes Sir’, and made no sudden move. He said ‘whenever you are ready’…i responded with ‘yes Sir’ and the next thing i knew, it was 8 a.m.

i may not love HOW he takes what He wants from me at the time, but i sure love that He WILL take what He wants from me….anyday…anytime…without hesitation.

Thank You Sir

X Posted from No Limits

There is often a lot of discussion on how a slave or submissive expresses their emotions, or if they even do. Emotions, of course, are extremely important in life in general, as well as in the BDSM world. Sir plays on my emotions in order to achieve the desired effect…He knows how to do it, and He does it really, really well.

Often, i make the mistake of being a ‘tough girl’ when He is using me. i try to push the emotion back, not letting the tears form, trying to harden myself from whatever He is inflicting upon me. People often say i am intelligent…one would think that i would understand that there is no amount of suppressing emotions that will keep Sir from taking what He wants from me. This morning, however, was a bit different.

You all know the morning routine by now i ask permission to use the restroom, take care of business, and upon returning to bed, am required to ask permission to suck Sir’s cock. It doesn’t matter if i am still half asleep and desire to come back to bed to sleep more, if He chooses to use me at that time, then i comply. It can be 1:00 in the morning, or 6:00 in the morning…what i need does not matter. This morning, i was half awake when asking permission to use the restroom, and upon returning to bed, asked to suck His cock, and was ordered to do so with the command of ‘gently’.

He then fell silent. Occasionally i heard a moan from Him, but no further words were spoken. i had no idea after 5 or 10 minutes had passed what He wanted from me. He always verbalizes His wants, His needs, and His desires to me…this time, He didn’t.

Eventually, He shoved my head down on His cock, and proceeded to do some breath control…but, again was silent. When i had exhausted my ‘resources’ of remaining breath, He brought me up, allowed me one breath, and shoved me back down all the way on His cock. Then He let go. Still, no words are spoken, so what did He want from me? Was i supposed to resume sucking, or continue the breath control on my own, which i have done often. This ambiguous part of the program was extremely frustrating for me…His slave…who wants nothing more than to please Him in any way He wishes.

At one point, He grabbed my hair…HARD, and shoved me back down on His cock. He held me there until i gagged and coughed, and He pulled me up off of Him by my hair, and that is when the feeling of being completely overwhelmed just took over and the tears started. i hate, hate, HATE it when i cry and work so hard to suppress that as well…another stupid mistake, i know. i continued sucking His cock and several minutes later felt the WHACK of Him pounding His fist into my back and growling ‘blow your nose bitch’ at me.

That’s when i got mad. i threw the sheets off of me, and jerked myself out of bed, hearing Him say in a very angry tone some not-so-nice things about my judgment in behavior. i followed His orders by blowing my nose, and immediately returned not only to bed, but to sucking His cock, while i was being reprimanded about my inability to control my anger.

Disappointing Sir is THE most devastating thing that can happen to me. i work so very hard at making sure that i do the very best job that i can for Him, and when i fail, it’s devastating. This was no different. i had not controlled my emotions, and allowed that frustration to come to the surface, and that was a serious lapse in judgment, and i knew that i would be punished.

While still sucking His cock, i felt Sir remove my collar, and i knew what that meant. i lost count of how many times i felt that collar whipped against my back, but knew that i deserved every single whip of it. When He was finished whipping me, He ordered me on my stomach, and to spread my ass, and then He gave me an ass raping that won’t soon be forgotten, still reprimanding me during it…which, of course, was much more brutal than the ass rape itself.

Then it was over…as i lay sobbing from the physical pain and the emotional pain, i felt Him wrap Himself around me, as i think He knows that i will continue to punish myself far beyond any punishment He gives me. We took some time, talked about it, made peace with the situation, and eventually even giggled at each other, and as i was getting up to make Him breakfast, He decided that He needed to fuck my cunt, which He did, allowing me to have that final release that i so desired.

He is a very, very good owner.

Thank You Sir, for this experience.

He just keeps going on, and on, and on. Case in point…a few days ago, I was in the process of giving my Owner a long, languid, fast and brutal (yes, it goes through all of those stages) cock sucking. i had been deprived of being fucked in my cunt for a week and was hoping….oh i was hoping for a hard pounding rape of my cunt. i know that my needs don’t matter…what matters is making sure that i take care of every single need my Owner has….but dear heavens…a good hard cunt fucking was something i could taste…please…

“Get on your stomach and spread your ass cunt!” i, of course, never hesitate to comply with any of His orders, and i immediately did as i was ordered. i know that my Owner is very sadistic…that goes without saying, and i have been very clear about that…however, He has this way…He starts out sadistic, and as He continues His domination of me, He continues to become more and more sadistic. So, He may be brutally fucking my mouth to the point where i just don’t think i can take it anymore, but that is the ‘light’ end of the spectrum…so when i hear the order of spreading my ass, i know that it’s going to be rough and that this will be solely for His pleasure.

As i lay there, my arms behind my back spreading my ass, and He plunged His cock in. i bury my head in the pillows to muffle the groans from the pain. He continues raping my ass, harder and with more force. He takes what He wants from me…it doesn’t matter if i am struggling with it, it doesn’t matter that it hurts…the only thing that matters…the only thing i focus on is meeting His needs, pleasing Him, and that, in itself, is more gratifying than anything…

Throw in a little extra added pain…the D-Rings are hell on my nipples…okay…maybe that is over exaggerating just a little bit, but Sir is VERY fond of them, and started playing with them right away after having them installed. So, i am laying on my stomach, crushing my nipples under me, Sir is pumping into my ass furiously, brutally, which is, in turn, pushing my nipples and rubbing them into the sheets, providing all of the extra pain needed…yet…for some reason, it was the most intensely HOT ass raping i have had in a long time. i simply LOVE it when i feel that pain turn into the pleasure…and although He doesn’t intend on providing my pleasure for me, it sure is a very nice bonus.

This was the longest ass raping He has ever given to me…and truly, when He finally did cum in my ass, i thought He had given new meaning to the saying ‘ripped me a new asshole’. Normally, i think i am a fairly good judge of His movements, His sounds, His amount of force, to know when He is just about there, and that didn’t happen, and didn’t happen, and didn’t happen. He was relentless in His brutality and force…never wavering, never slowing down, using his wild animalistic urges to take what He wanted from me. i have no qualms about Him taking what He needs from me…but my poor ass was struggling with this extended session.

When He finally collapsed on top of me (one of my most favorite feelings after an ass rape) i blinked back the tears, thanked Him for raping His slaves ass, and felt all of the tension and the stress just flow out of my body. This was so intense, so incredible…and just so good!

Thank You Sir.

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Sir has declared Wednesday’s as our ‘fun day’. Here’s why…i work a flexible schedule that allows me to have Wednesday’s off from work. Since we are working out on the farm all weekend, and i am stuck inside in front of a computer all week the rest of the week, usually with Sir gone to the farm, we have set aside Wednesday’s as a day where there is no work, and all play…cuddles and giggles and such.

Sometimes, we will go on field trips, exploring remote areas around where we live. Sometimes we will go to have some fine dining at the lake and enjoy the view. Sometimes we will go and do a little shopping and people watching. Regardless of what we do, it’s so nice to be able to get out and spend some time together doing the things we like.

Today has been a bit different. i am an early riser, due to my work schedule. My body is, unfortunately, not wired to ‘sleep late’ on Wednesday’s, so this morning i was up at the crack of dawn. i asked Sir for permission to use the restroom, returned to bed, asked permission to suck His cock, was denied because He was still sleeping, thought to myself…’slave…go back to sleep’. Didn’t happen. After over 2 hours of laying there, i asked permission to get up, as i didn’t want to disturb Sir’s sleeping (doesn’t that seem ironic…i had to wake Him to ask permission to get out of bed so i didn’t disturb His sleep…i will have to think on that one for a minute). He allowed me to get up, and i came in and jumped on the computer.

One thing about Wednesday’s…i absolutely DETEST being on the computer. i spend 40+ hours during the rest of the week slaving (no pun intended) behind a computer, so if i am having a ‘day of fun’ the absolute LAST thing i want to do is sit behind a computer. i am sure that is the same way with people who work in call centers…the last thing they want to do is sit on the phone when they aren’t working. So, i puttered around, read email, read the news, checked the weather, and that was about all i could take, so i went back, after an hour, and got back into bed….again…laying there…trying to decipher the dots on the ceiling from that popcorn stuff that they blow onto ceilings…

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Last night was the first night alone in a long time…We are glad to
be to the fall schedule where we have one night a week and every other
weekend to connect. We love the kids and having them here but we are
more relaxed and patient with regular sessions. It is an amazing “drug”
this lifestyle!

My
little girl got home, stripped and asked if she could start dinner. It
was obvious she was scared of being disciplined. She had made the “I’m
fat” comment to my brother. A big no no and I made sure she knew I
heard it and was not happy with it. That was Sunday and she has been
suffering with the thought ever since. I firmly believe that your voice
dictates your thoughts. I love the way she looks, she is not fat, she
works out hard and has a hard body. For her to say she is fat is
totally unacceptable behavior and she knows it. She got dinner together
while I showered after a long day of work. Dinner was great then as we
finished wine I began to pinch her nipples then I squeezed her entire
breast…Firm and tight but it hurt. Tears were welling and I knew I
had a much better discipline tool than the strop and decided discipline
was going to happen right then and there! I asked her why she said it
then made her change her verbal pattern to “I am not fat” while
squeezing. She got the point and we will see if she has finally learned
her lesson. Her self image is VERY important to me.

I
then had her go to the bedroom and kneel. I honestly had no scene set
up. I was going to go to the barn, maybe outside but decided when I got
to the room it would be there. I did know she needed a challenging
scene. What is more challenging than an ass beating, hair pulling,
caning and the knife! She got hit, skewered, caned and then the knife
play. Humiliating as it was I made her play with herself, getting all
wet while I inspected her and spreading her ass and pussy wide open. As
she continued to finger herself I used the cane on her as well. She was
very wet and feeling very submissive with a bit of fear as I pushed and
kicked at her. All creating that domination that puts her in a very
special place on the floor on all fours and submissive!

I
then got out the lube and in the spur of the moment the butt plug and
pressed it into her ass. I also got our our new glass dildo from
Shibaricon. That was twisted and rammed into her pussy….in and out
fucking her to the verge of orgasm. Her pussy was wet and the sound of
the glass and the wet pussy was very exciting. I
pressed it in and left it there while she held as still as she could. I
removed both and noticed her gaping asshole, almost begging me to take
it. So I grabbed her hair and roughly put her chest on the chair,
pulled my silk bottoms off, lined up behind her, lubed my cock and
entered her ass. It was not a gentle ass fucking, it was hard, deep and
varying rates of speed. Much of the time my balls slapping against her
pussy/clit. She was moaning and begging to cum. She was yelling, “Yes
Daddy, please fuck my ass harder, Pleassssseee fuck my ass!”  She then
began to beg softly, “May I cum” which was quickly denied. Her begging
got louder and I told her to be more convincing. The screams begging to
cum were louder and more sincere. Her entire body was quivering so in
addition to her words her body was begging to cum as well. I finally
let her cum and she had the most satisfying orgasm from an ass fuck she
has ever had. I enjoyed it as came very hard.

After clean up I wanted her at my feet for the evening. In a change
of pace I told her to clean up and bring pillows to sit on in the
living room. she came out and sat at my feet, at her place. She would
lay on the floor by me, then rub my feet then I laid on the floor, and
she massaged my back. She then took time to fix my glasses and she got
a reward of a ginger lotion back massage. We watched a bit more TV
before retiring to bed. All she kept saying was that was the “Best
Assfucking I have ever Had!” We eventually drifted off to sleep to wake
in the morning to her again saying and reminiscing on how great the ass
fucking was. She was so horny she got up on top of me and wanted to cum
immediately which she was allowed to do. She then shifted gears to make
me cum and let Daddy use her body for pleasure till she was filled with
my cum!

What a wonderful night.

Peace, G

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As summer begins to make its final appearance in our neck of the woods, the temperatures are getting cooler, and the days are growing shorter. It’s been rainy here quite a bit over the past week, so Sir has been using His slave in ‘overtime’ mode…i suppose to pass the time…and for His pleasure.

It’s just another typical day in Sir’s household…the morning starts off with my requesting permission to use the restroom, as i am required to do anytime i need to use the restroom. i return and climb back into bed because it’s a nice weekend morning, with the rain falling gently outside. i love the sound of the raindrops pitter patter against the window, and the darkness that the clouds provide. It provides calm…it provides peace and tranquility within me.

As is also the requirement, when i return from the restroom, i am required to immediately ask permission to suck Sir’s cock. He was positioned in the bed, so i would be on His left side…you remember, the side that gives me problems. i was granted permission, and, as i always do when i am on His left side, ask if His preference would be for me to be on the other side. This time He said no.

i started sucking, listening to His cues and prompts, to make sure that i suck Him exactly the way He wants to be sucked. He started getting more aggressive, more brutal, and the gagging began very quickly. He is gracious enough to allow me one swallow…one breath…to get any vomit that i have gagged up to go back down, and normally, that is just fine. Not this time.

He forced my throat all the way down, held it, and then proceeded to grind His cock deep into the recesses of my throat, and that’s all it took. The vomit came up, He finally let go, knowing what was happening, and i jumped up and ran to the bathroom to puke. The rule is that i am not allowed to puke in His bed, and i am not willing to find out what would happen if that rule were to be broken.

When i returned back to bed, i immediately got right back in and started sucking again…no talking…no nothing…i was focused and ready. i felt Him hook His hand in my collar as He does all of the time, to get a good grip or do breath control, and then i felt Him unhook my collar…and i knew what that meant.

As i continued to suck His cock, i was whipped on my back with my collar. i remember, hearing Him say “that’s for making me wait! I don’t like to be kept waiting!” i am assuming that was when i was puking, and He wasn’t having His cock sucked for that brief moment. i was being punished for something that He caused me to do. i, very quickly, saw that this was a ‘lose-lose’ situation for me. He continued to brutally fuck my face and every word He said was accompanied with a whip of the collar.

“Get on your stomach bitch and spread your ass” was what i heard next. Sir has been using my ass a LOT these days, so with my back burning from the whipping, He slammed His hard, thick cock right into my ass for a brutal ass raping. It hurt…it provided no pleasure to me (not that it matters), and i was there, hoping this brutalization would end soon.

Sometimes, i think i go through completely through subspace when He is brutalizing me like this. There are parts of this that i didn’t remember, and had to ask Him for assistance in relaying what happened, but then He tells me what happened next, and it all comes back, with the exception of things that might have been said while i was in my floaty land. i find it intriguing…and scary.

Finally, as He collapsed on my burning, whipped back, and we laid there in our silence, His cock still buried deep in my ass, our connection as one soul…one body…one mind…the only sound we could hear was the pitter patter of the rain against the window, and the only sight we could see was the darkness of the clouds enveloping us within its grasp, and the only feeling we could feel was the feeling of release for Him, and the peace and tranquility felt within myself.

And that was just the beginning…