cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

sweet pain
i knew you when

we danced well together
you and i

we both gave and took
we spun on a dime
and twisted back

you kissed me
like no other lover kissed

you never needed promises
or to promise
because you just were what you were
it was enough
it was beyond enough

my flesh became molded
by your touch
the sense memories worked way deep

just with one small flicker
oh my body remembers

you were the ultimate ride
slick subtle
crude rough raw
and everything in between

oh sweet pain
i knew you when

***Angel

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

she clutched the sheets
it was beyond hot

you could just taste
the desire in the air
slick flesh gleamed in the half-light
someone moaned, someone laughed softly

overhead the fan clicked by
with a drowsy blur of gears

it was good
it was so good
and the moment just stretched….
out

the echo of a scream floated by

as two bodies lay
spent on the bed

it was beyond hot
as she let go
of the sheets.

***Angel

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

beg

beg on your knees

beg for release
beg for attention

beg to please
beg to be touched
beg to be tied
beg to be used
beg to be abused

beg for pain

beg to submit
beg to serve

beg to be considered
beg to be inspected
beg to be toyed with
beg to be teased
beg to be tortured

beg to have long nails scour your back
beg to have your hair pulled tight
beg to be pinched and pulled
beg to be marked and coloured with pain

beg

***

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

Lady Gaga – Bad Romance

It was an odd thing the way this just struck me.

Anyone who knows me, knows I dislike following the mainstream.
My taste is the alternative layer of the alternative layer, multiplied.

But a sound and a vision slipped through and snuck in.
I was fascinated and drawn in, almost against my will.
It was like witnessing and being in a car crash at the same time.
And still wanting more.

Two words, simply put: Lady Gaga.

I love her videos, her creative vision, her ridiculously catchy, contagious and absurd beats and lyrics.

She’s crazy. She’s weird. She’s fascinating.
The fetish gear and fetishes. The dark & kinky story lines of her music videos.

Just look at her face. Odd features. Plain if you wash away all the dramatic make-up.
But an interesting canvas.

Is she a she/he? Transgendered? A woman? Who knows.

And this Lady business.

It begs the question: Is she really into BDSM, what with the honorific title and all?

Or is she just a shrewd marketer who knew how to create her vision, make it appeal to the masses, with flirting with the deeper end?

Just for fun, I searched on Fetlife to see what fetishes and kink can be found related to her, because surely amongst the kinksters and BDSMers there are the ones who worship at the Haus of Gaga.

Yes kinky folks she is on FetlIfe!! She’s here.
That’s if she turned back the clock (all of 18 years old) and moved to Rio.

Oh and other fun gagalicious-related FetLife stuff:

One Fetlife Group:
OMFG… I just fucked Lady Gaga: A survivor’s support group..

Two gagalicious fetishes:

Here is something I never do.
I am posting a video with this, just because.
The video is simply gagalicious and must be.

Kinky kisses,
Angel

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

I was thinking about two of my favorite things today: kink and Science Fiction.

I’ve always enjoyed fantasies that combine both. Both stretch the imagination in new unexplored territories. Combined, they can be a double whammo.

Hmm have you ever looked at the photos from those Sci Fi geeky conventions and noticed just how many sexy costumes there are? Oh yes, ooodles.

Sometimes I wonder how my brain started to combine both.

Perhaps it was the fact that the first kinky/BDSM books I came across happen to be from the Gorean universe. Perhaps.

Well, I was thinking of kink and Science Fiction and thought I would share a delightful list I found on the net today.

I’ve read three out of the list of ten. Some that I haven’t read sound intriguing…
and some sound rather hilarious.

It mentions one of my ever faves, Jacqueline Carey’s Kushiel’s Dart.
More on the Kushiel Legacy series later, kinky folks.

Enjoy,
Angel

Ten Of The Kinkiest Science Fiction Books
You’ll Ever Read

By Annalee Newitz

When you finally sneak away from family gatherings this weekend, you’re going to want some adult science fiction to take your mind off things. That’s why we’ve got the ultimate holiday counterprogramming for you: 10 kinky science fiction novels that you can hide in your book bag or e-book reader and enjoy late at night when the kids and parents are in bed.

Kushiel’s Dart, by Jacqueline Carey
The first novel in a trilogy about Phedre, a spy/courtesan whose two superpowers include learning languages really quickly and a preternatural ability to experience pain as intense sexual pleasure. You’d be surprised how many times erotic masochism comes in handy as Phedre and her fighting monk sidekick journey through an alternate history of the middle ages. Can they stop an evil takeover of the sexually-liberated kingdom of Terre d’Ange? This is one of those rare books that is a good adventure mixed with really hot sex scenes.
Kinks: Sadomasochism.

The Witching Hour, by Anne Rice
The first and by far the best of Anne Rice’s interminable Mayfair Witches series, The Witching Hour is the tale of a powerful, randy demon named Lasher who has attached his fate to a family of Louisiana witches. Full of the gothy, historical-crunchy goodness that made Rice a superstar before that whole Jesus thing, this novel is about Lasher’s mega-hot dalliance with our main character (he’s polymorphous and invisible – you do the math), as well as the history of his love affairs with her ancestors going back several generations. Witchy ladies and sexy ghosts in Louisiana? You can’t say no.
Kinks: Mind-control sex, incest.

Returning Creation (from the High Couch of Silistria series), by Janet Morris.
If you like to see ladies brought low, and then raised up to be worshipped, and then brought low again, then the “High Couch of Silistra” series is for you. Set on a planet of psychically-gifted people who embrace sexual diversity and peace, the series is focused mainly on sexual slavery and war. Our heroine is a prostitute (a noble calling on her world) who holds the “high couch” of her town – basically, she’s the sex duchess. Unfortunately she’s always being kidnapped or taken to other worlds where she’s tied up, forced to have degrading sex, and (of course) has lots of tearful, shame-faced orgasms. Silly and pulpy, the first novel in the series is basically a swashbuckler with kinky bondage thrown in between sword fights. Also, there is a giant flying cat.
Kinks: Sexual slavery, bondage.

Gorean Saga, by John Norman
The 26 novels in John Norman’s Gorean Saga no doubt inspired the “High Couch” series by Morris, as well as influencing an entire generation of kinky nerds who love to tie each other up and play slavery games. “Goreans” have been acting out their BDSM fantasies online since the days of text-only chat rooms, and they were the first group to buy an island in virtual world Second Life. Find out what all the fuss is about by checking out these novels about a nerdy academic who travels to a parallel world called Gor where all women are in bondage and all men can have their way with these collared, scantily-clad lovelies. All the Gor books are available in e-book form here.
Kinks: Sexual slavery, bondage.

Extraterrestrial Sex Fetish, by Supervert
A demented, hilarious, and theory-geekish tale of Mercury De Sade, who fancies sex with aliens and sets out to tell you, the reader, exactly how to get what you want out of every possible type of alien creature. Creepy in parts, this isn’t really a book intended to get you off so much as to make you think about the mechanism of desire itself. Packed with weird interpretations of French philosophy related to alien life, this is a book that will take your breath away if you get off on post-structuralism and humping ET.
Kinks: French philosophy, sex with aliens.

Touched by Venom (from Dragon Temple Saga), by Janine Cross
If you want the full effect of these sexy-disturbing novels, you really have to read all three of them. Zarq is a young woman on a planet where dragons are sort of like a combination of cows, horses, and heroin. The winged creatures are a form of transportation, but people also eat their eggs and their super-addictive venom, which turns them into blissed-out, horny sluts. And even better than eating venom, which grows on dragon tongues? Well, it’s actually having those dragons stick their venom-tongues deep inside your you-know-what place.
Kinks: Bestiality, drugs.

Lilith’s Brood, by Octavia Butler
More alien sex awaits you in Butler’s trilogy about an alien species that wants to merge with humans on a biological level. The aliens have three sexes, and their third sex has the ability to tap into your nervous system and give you the most amazing braingasm you’ve ever had. It can also remix genetic material to create human-alien hybrids. These novels are smart, politically-charged tales of what happens when humanity is colonized. But they also contain several scenes that manage to be both erotic and integral to our characters’ development.
Kinks: Mind control sex, incest, tentacles.

The Pleasure Tube, by Robert Onopa
A guilty pleasure, Onopa’s novel is about a conspiracy on board a special ship called “the pleasure tube,” where you experience perfect happiness and sexual fulfillment while your brain is plugged into a computer. Mostly it’s just a 1970s cheesefest, filled with lots of drugs and interchangeable hot ladies in crazy outfits. But there are also a lot of fun “we will plug this into your brain’s pleasure centers” moments too.
Kinks: Swinging, cybersex.

The Velderet, by Cecilia Tan
If you’ve never experienced Tan’s erotic science fiction writing, then you are in for a treat. Not only does she write the hottest kinky SF you’ve ever read, but she even runs a small press called Circlet that’s devoted to erotic SF books. The Velderet is one of her masterpieces, about two people who go into a virtual world to find partners for the BDSM sex that’s forbidden on their repressive planet. But then a race of aliens arrive to conquer their planet, and not only do these aliens practice kinky sex, but it’s the foundation for their entire social system. So our kinky outlaw heroes are the best-equipped people on the planet to deal with the alien menace. Come for the sex, but stay for the awesome tale of alien invasion. The Velderet is available as an e-book from Circlet.
Kinks: Sadomasochism, cybersex, gender-role swapping.

Saturn’s Children, by Charles Stross
The tale of a sexbot trapped in a vast smuggling conspiracy, Stross’ novel is a veritable wonderland of kinky fun. Our heroine Freya is designed to be a sexbot, so she experiences everything through the medium of sexuality, including spaceship rides and pretty much any humanoid she meets. Highly recommended, though be warned that the sex is mostly played for laughs rather than hotness.
Kinks: Incest, robot sex, sex with furniture, sex with spaceships, sex with anime characters.

from http://io9.com/

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

Be still my kinky heart.

I am always on the prowl to see where interesting BDSM Workshops are offered around the world. Recently, I added a new category to my Enigmatic Angel Lists blog: Tasty Courses & Workshops Around The World.

And of course, I have long been aware of Midori’s workshops around the world. Many local BDSMers have participated in her Rope Dojo workshops. And I’ve been subscribed on her mailing list forever.

And yes, I did know that Laura Antoniou and educator Midori were well-acquainted, seeing as Midori wrote an introduction to one of my favorite Laura Antoniou Marketplace books.

But here is an item sent to me through the calender listings of Midori’s mailing list,
that almost made my kinky heart stop:

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NEW! D/S PROTOCOL WEEKEND WITH LAURA ANTONIOU & MIDORI
(Washington DC & Toronto)

WHAT: "Passionate Bonds: Weekend Intensive for Conscious D/s & Protocol"

WHERE / WHEN:
2 Locations / Dates

- November 6 – 8, Washington DC
- November 20 – 21, Toronto, Canada

COST: $450 first person in the order. $400 for each additional individual.
Registration for both locations open September 18th at 

http://www.FHP-inc.com/classes.php

Join Marketplace author Laura Antoniou and educator Midori for a special weekend
intensive designed for people who enjoy authentic power dynamics and D/s,
who want to consciously create quality relationships that suit their
personal hungers and needs in the context of the real world.

Far beyond what you can learn from a book or a standard seminar,
participants will be guided through a special curriculum designed to
clearly identify their value system, behavior preferences and relationship goals.

Through the unique curriculum and its innovative tools, each individual or
relationship unit will create their own customized manual of effective protocol,
rules, etiquettes and codes of conducts.

Class size will be strictly limited to allow for a unique quality experience
emphasizing individualized attention.

Q&A

Q. Do I need to bring a partner?
A. No! Anyone may attend, partnered or not.

Q. I am fairly new and my partner and I are exploring options. Is this for me?
A. This is perfect for you; come on in and discover your passions.

Q. I have been in the Scene for a while and I have considerable experience.
Can this be helpful for me?
A. Absolutely. Crystallize your experience and desires into a tangible and
intentional format, which will allow for greater success in your current and
future relationships. Come and reacquaint yourself with the dreams and desires
that brought you into the scene, and find out things about yourself and
your partner(s) you might not have seen before.

Q. My primary and I have a submissive – can all three of us come?
A. Pricing for this intensive is purposefully set to allow for “relationship units”
of every size; this is by no means ‘couples only’!

Q. Is this a play event? Will there be play parties?
A. While the Passionate Bonds weekend won’t be hosting play parties,
the local play space will be great to go and explore. The weekend’s emphasis
is on the heart and mind of creating an on-going D/s-based relationship,
so get plenty of sleep and be prepared to think! There will be sections
where physical actions of protocol will be studied and acted out.
Beyond that, we encourage the attendees to create their own playtime as
part of the weekend.


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OK there is the very first item for my Enigmatic Angel Wish List:

• 1 pass for the November 20 – 21, Toronto, Canada, workshop!

Spoil me with this, my enigmatic admirers, and you will become my new kinky best friend!

Kinky kisses,
Angel

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

Ah it was good to be back, back in the public kinky waters of Montreal.
Attending the FetLife Munch felt like kind of going home again.

I was happy to see a few of my favorite usual suspects. Like my good friend and some time *evyl* co-conspirator Mystress Lady Evyl, and one of my very favorite couples in our local scene MsV (our gracious hostess) and Master Andre, her fellow whipmaking partner.

Oh and what fun it was to slap hello my fellow Switch drakor, who I hadn’t seen in awhile. I do believe that small slap put a little twinkle in his eye. And what are friends for?

It was also fun to meet some intriguing new people, including a warm & entertaining couple of out-of-towners.

And you never know where the conversation can lead during a Munch. Topics ran from the Intellikilt (you just had to see it to believe it) and the legendary practical jokes between John Baku (boy wonder founder of Fetlife) and MasterZChicago.

I picked a great event for my return to the public scene – laid-back, fun & funny conversation with fellow BDSMers and kinksters, over some tasty seafood and steak. I actually liked the fact that it was a smaller crowd as well, was easier to talk to people.

My plan had originally been to go on to one of the other many happenings in town. Three other tempting events in the dark side were also going on during the night. I was really interested in finally attending one of KinkMontreal’s little happy hours, which was scheduled a bit later on in the night. But seeing as I had a vanilla date planned for the morning, I decided to call it a night, as my fellow Munchers went each to continue their wicked evening with more dark fun in the night.

It felt good to be out again and happy I was to be in the kink-friendly Gay Village.

Being back in the Village made me remember how much I love roaming around that neighborhood. I love seeing all the wonderfully exotic range of gender-bending human creatures who stroll through the Village on a hot summer night.

Little snapshots caught my attention as I headed off home.

There a couple of gorgeous young boys casually walking together hand in hand.

Oh and a bashful pretty girl in a summery cotton white dress, eyes meekly looking down. Her black leather collar and silvery leash attached making a lovely contrast. Ah how tempting it was to just reach out and take that leash….somewhere.

And I headed on home still smiling my Mona Lisa smile filled with secret thoughts and thinking how very interesting my life is these days.

It’s so true how life brings such wonderful things when you have no expectations.

Kinky food for thought,
Angel

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

this is truth

a hand
5 digits spread wide
crashes down on the flesh
with a heavy unforgiving rhythm

one more
one more
one more

can you take one more?

yes you will take one more
yes you will
yes.

***Angel

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

I came across this fascinating new concept on Twitter the other day.

The Twibes phenomenon.

So what´s a twibe?

It´s a collective of people from Twitter who gather ´round to tweet together.

I thought this Twibes idea was worth exploring and when I looked around, I didn´t see a Twibe for BDSM Bloggers….so I started one:

http://www.twibes.com/group/BDSMBloggers

I liked the thought of BDSM Bloggers all gathering ´round a virtual fire sharing their kinky stories…
and heeding the call & pull of kinky jungle drums.

There is so much potential there for different dimensions of activity and
collaboration. Who knows where this may lead?

It´s also great to see a list of BDSM Bloggers….
of BDSM Bloggers who use Twitter.

Check out our new kinky new twibe and join us for a yarn or two around
the kinky fires.

Kinky kisses,
Angel