Kinky Sex Link

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

sweet pain
i knew you when

we danced well together
you and i

we both gave and took
we spun on a dime
and twisted back

you kissed me
like no other lover kissed

you never needed promises
or to promise
because you just were what you were
it was enough
it was beyond enough

my flesh became molded
by your touch
the sense memories worked way deep

just with one small flicker
oh my body remembers

you were the ultimate ride
slick subtle
crude rough raw
and everything in between

oh sweet pain
i knew you when

***Angel

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

she clutched the sheets
it was beyond hot

you could just taste
the desire in the air
slick flesh gleamed in the half-light
someone moaned, someone laughed softly

overhead the fan clicked by
with a drowsy blur of gears

it was good
it was so good
and the moment just stretched….
out

the echo of a scream floated by

as two bodies lay
spent on the bed

it was beyond hot
as she let go
of the sheets.

***Angel

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

beg

beg on your knees

beg for release
beg for attention

beg to please
beg to be touched
beg to be tied
beg to be used
beg to be abused

beg for pain

beg to submit
beg to serve

beg to be considered
beg to be inspected
beg to be toyed with
beg to be teased
beg to be tortured

beg to have long nails scour your back
beg to have your hair pulled tight
beg to be pinched and pulled
beg to be marked and coloured with pain

beg

***

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

Lady Gaga – Bad Romance

It was an odd thing the way this just struck me.

Anyone who knows me, knows I dislike following the mainstream.
My taste is the alternative layer of the alternative layer, multiplied.

But a sound and a vision slipped through and snuck in.
I was fascinated and drawn in, almost against my will.
It was like witnessing and being in a car crash at the same time.
And still wanting more.

Two words, simply put: Lady Gaga.

I love her videos, her creative vision, her ridiculously catchy, contagious and absurd beats and lyrics.

She’s crazy. She’s weird. She’s fascinating.
The fetish gear and fetishes. The dark & kinky story lines of her music videos.

Just look at her face. Odd features. Plain if you wash away all the dramatic make-up.
But an interesting canvas.

Is she a she/he? Transgendered? A woman? Who knows.

And this Lady business.

It begs the question: Is she really into BDSM, what with the honorific title and all?

Or is she just a shrewd marketer who knew how to create her vision, make it appeal to the masses, with flirting with the deeper end?

Just for fun, I searched on Fetlife to see what fetishes and kink can be found related to her, because surely amongst the kinksters and BDSMers there are the ones who worship at the Haus of Gaga.

Yes kinky folks she is on FetlIfe!! She’s here.
That’s if she turned back the clock (all of 18 years old) and moved to Rio.

Oh and other fun gagalicious-related FetLife stuff:

One Fetlife Group:
OMFG… I just fucked Lady Gaga: A survivor’s support group..

Two gagalicious fetishes:

Here is something I never do.
I am posting a video with this, just because.
The video is simply gagalicious and must be.

Kinky kisses,
Angel

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

Be still my kinky heart.

I am always on the prowl to see where interesting BDSM Workshops are offered around the world. Recently, I added a new category to my Enigmatic Angel Lists blog: Tasty Courses & Workshops Around The World.

And of course, I have long been aware of Midori’s workshops around the world. Many local BDSMers have participated in her Rope Dojo workshops. And I’ve been subscribed on her mailing list forever.

And yes, I did know that Laura Antoniou and educator Midori were well-acquainted, seeing as Midori wrote an introduction to one of my favorite Laura Antoniou Marketplace books.

But here is an item sent to me through the calender listings of Midori’s mailing list,
that almost made my kinky heart stop:

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cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

Ah it was good to be back, back in the public kinky waters of Montreal.
Attending the FetLife Munch felt like kind of going home again.

I was happy to see a few of my favorite usual suspects. Like my good friend and some time *evyl* co-conspirator Mystress Lady Evyl, and one of my very favorite couples in our local scene MsV (our gracious hostess) and Master Andre, her fellow whipmaking partner.

Oh and what fun it was to slap hello my fellow Switch drakor, who I hadn’t seen in awhile. I do believe that small slap put a little twinkle in his eye. And what are friends for?

It was also fun to meet some intriguing new people, including a warm & entertaining couple of out-of-towners.

And you never know where the conversation can lead during a Munch. Topics ran from the Intellikilt (you just had to see it to believe it) and the legendary practical jokes between John Baku (boy wonder founder of Fetlife) and MasterZChicago.

I picked a great event for my return to the public scene – laid-back, fun & funny conversation with fellow BDSMers and kinksters, over some tasty seafood and steak. I actually liked the fact that it was a smaller crowd as well, was easier to talk to people.

My plan had originally been to go on to one of the other many happenings in town. Three other tempting events in the dark side were also going on during the night. I was really interested in finally attending one of KinkMontreal’s little happy hours, which was scheduled a bit later on in the night. But seeing as I had a vanilla date planned for the morning, I decided to call it a night, as my fellow Munchers went each to continue their wicked evening with more dark fun in the night.

It felt good to be out again and happy I was to be in the kink-friendly Gay Village.

Being back in the Village made me remember how much I love roaming around that neighborhood. I love seeing all the wonderfully exotic range of gender-bending human creatures who stroll through the Village on a hot summer night.

Little snapshots caught my attention as I headed off home.

There a couple of gorgeous young boys casually walking together hand in hand.

Oh and a bashful pretty girl in a summery cotton white dress, eyes meekly looking down. Her black leather collar and silvery leash attached making a lovely contrast. Ah how tempting it was to just reach out and take that leash….somewhere.

And I headed on home still smiling my Mona Lisa smile filled with secret thoughts and thinking how very interesting my life is these days.

It’s so true how life brings such wonderful things when you have no expectations.

Kinky food for thought,
Angel

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

this is truth

a hand
5 digits spread wide
crashes down on the flesh
with a heavy unforgiving rhythm

one more
one more
one more

can you take one more?

yes you will take one more
yes you will
yes.

***Angel

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

I came across this fascinating new concept on Twitter the other day.

The Twibes phenomenon.

So what´s a twibe?

It´s a collective of people from Twitter who gather ´round to tweet together.

I thought this Twibes idea was worth exploring and when I looked around, I didn´t see a Twibe for BDSM Bloggers….so I started one:

http://www.twibes.com/group/BDSMBloggers

I liked the thought of BDSM Bloggers all gathering ´round a virtual fire sharing their kinky stories…
and heeding the call & pull of kinky jungle drums.

There is so much potential there for different dimensions of activity and
collaboration. Who knows where this may lead?

It´s also great to see a list of BDSM Bloggers….
of BDSM Bloggers who use Twitter.

Check out our new kinky new twibe and join us for a yarn or two around
the kinky fires.

Kinky kisses,
Angel

Cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

It was a blog post on KinkySexLink, that triggered my thoughts on the age factor, in the local BDSM scene & BDSM/Fetish audiences in general.

There is absolutely no doubt in my mind that the fetish events in town (that´s the fetish ones – not the BDSM ones) have a majority of young kinksters. And honestly, alot of the marketing is geared at that demographic.

I see more & more events and things being organized for the under 40 (and under 35 crowd). I even saw an interesting kinky vampire movie casting call out recently – and all the female characters were young.

Is that what people want to see? Do these young kinksters who keep getting younger, all want to run away from the older pervs?

I´ve heard that even expressed from friends as well, that emphasis on looking for someone/something young & hot.

I find this highly ironic in some ways. In my vanilla life, about 90% of my friends are younger than I am. I still feel like a kid myself inside. I have no problem relating to those younger friends. And they seem to get something positive out of my friendship with them.

I don´t feel old, but lots of segments in our society would classify me as old because I´m 40. What is 40 supposed to feel like? I don´t feel old. If anything, I actually felt freer & younger when I turned 40. It´s the fearless factor I think. Suddenly I didn´t give a damn about many things and just want to drink life in. It´s been great.

But I remember being in my 20s and thinking 40 was ancient. Hmm maybe I should scratch that. Looking back, I dated/saw/played with several men who were in their 40s, when I was in my 20s.

I see that age attitude today, in the local kinky scenes.

Oh yes, there is a good strong contingent of the 40 + and even 50+ crowd.

Personally, I feel comfortable talking to everyone young, old & everyone.

But I don´t understand this great prizing of the young, hot kinksters – why so many seek this young flesh to play with and preference for it. I prize maturity over youth. By then again, my ideas of beauty in general I have come to realize so many times, are quite different from the norm. I have been with many different kinds of men. Some men that I was seeing that made women jealous because they were perceived as being ¨gorgeous¨, others who may have seemed ordinary to different eyes. All of them had something special for me. Just as my taste in women is quite different as well.

So where is this kinky age thing going?

When all those aging kinky babyboomers retire from the scene, will the kinky youngsters inherit the earth?

Kinky food for thought.

Angel

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

where does it begin?
where does it end?

dangerous beginnings

oh that adrenalin rush
setting off the mad synapses of your brain
snapping snapping snapping
the twisted circuitry
that just does not want to short out
ever

the high that climbs higher
oh it climbs higher
can it go higher
oh it just went higher
higher than the limits of your imagination
a thing you thought impossible

and you love it
you own it
you are the moment
you say this is enough
you say i can take this
you say who cares about tomorrow

but there is a tomorrow

and there will be a tomorrow

when the circuitry breaks down
when the body rush dies down
when the daisy chain of pleasure & pain breaks down

and that is the dangerous end

and this is just a story i am telling you
and this is also real.

***Angel