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May 25

sweet pain

Posted by Angel on Tuesday May 25, 2010 Under Angel, Poetry, pain

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

sweet pain
i knew you when

we danced well together
you and i

we both gave and took
we spun on a dime
and twisted back

you kissed me
like no other lover kissed

you never needed promises
or to promise
because you just were what you were
it was enough
it was beyond enough

my flesh became molded
by your touch
the sense memories worked way deep

just with one small flicker
oh my body remembers

you were the ultimate ride
slick subtle
crude rough raw
and everything in between

oh sweet pain
i knew you when

***Angel

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Apr 19

the sensual world

Posted by Angel on Monday Apr 19, 2010 Under Uncategorized

I am a sensual creature.

I don’t say sensual in that throw-away fashion, where sexuality is common, obvious and flaunted. But in the most literal sense – a creature of senses.

My senses experience so much on an exquisitely fine-tuned level and that is multiplied and multiplexed, when it comes to my sexuality and sensuality.

For me the barest touch electrifies my skin, the softest whisper descends on my ear with porcelain china clarity, the lightest scent fills my mind with a myriad images.

I told someone recently that amazing sex for me can be like a drug.
It can literally blow my mind. For days. The echoes just go on and on and on.
Exquisite torture and bliss, a never-ending mélange of it.

Hard to describe the effect on my mind and body.
But I just savor each delicious drop of it.

And this is why I have created a sensual, rather than sexual, space here.
In this blog, in this space and time.

There are plenty of spaces for your straight-forward porn and sex toys for sale.
All that has its value and is good.
You’ll even find a link or two on my blog.
But that is not, and will never be, what my blog is about.
Whether I am being kinky, or not.

The wonderful thing about being enigmatic is that I love to torture the mind with hints of this and that, a taste of heat, a slither of the most sensual touches.

I will whisper in your ear, as you read along.
But it’s up to you to guess what I’m saying.

This is my sensual world.

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Apr 08

why

Posted by Angel on Thursday Apr 8, 2010 Under Uncategorized

Why

I’m asking myself why I blog and write this particularly enigmatic blog.

I think it’s good to re-ask the question sometimes.

Today it struck me how incredibly intimate a kinky little blog like mine can be.
Even when I write in my most cryptic, enigmatic of ways.

The question is: do I still want to blog here, in this enigmatic space?
I don’t know the answer to that.

Part of that answer is because my bdsm interests have gone through such a sea change, that I hardly recognize them these days.

My relationship to pain has changed. The submissive part of me has changed.
And the dominant part of me has shifted her gaze onto other things as well.

So, am I still kinky?
Yes and no. I’m frankly not sure.

I know I have been spending much much more time with experiments in the vanilla world. I’ve been busy dating. And dating a lot. Even my vanilla dating patterns have changed.

I just don’t know where my kinky footing is right now.

I’ve always been somewhat of a unique creature on the bdsm side of things, somewhat of a rogue that didn’t quite fit anywhere. I was fine with that. I knew it would be quite the challenge to find any play partners that would get me, because of my eclectic and different interests.

But now I am wondering if I have just completely gone through a change on an elemental level.

Well, the jury is out on this kinky folks.
Think I will have to go out and see if I can grok this fully.
Be back later.

Angel
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Mar 11

hot

Posted by Angel on Thursday Mar 11, 2010 Under Angel, Arousal, Poetry, Sexuality

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

she clutched the sheets
it was beyond hot

you could just taste
the desire in the air
slick flesh gleamed in the half-light
someone moaned, someone laughed softly

overhead the fan clicked by
with a drowsy blur of gears

it was good
it was so good
and the moment just stretched….
out

the echo of a scream floated by

as two bodies lay
spent on the bed

it was beyond hot
as she let go
of the sheets.

***Angel

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Feb 20

a silvery kiss of pain

Posted by Angel on Saturday Feb 20, 2010 Under Poetry

a night at the loft
long ago
when i earned
my one & only
loft mark

i had stood admiring
a blurry blend of spinning sticks
and silvery-steel stars

i took a fascinated closer look
when the sticks
ground down
to a halt

and then

suddenly a quick bright flash
and a silvery star
suddenly cut
deep into my flesh

oh naughty boy
how did you know
how did you know I wanted a taste
how did you know I wanted a taste of that pain

and what a deliciously sharp pain
blossomed
oh too sharp
oh too tasty
beautiful painful blossoming
kissing my skin

my instinct
made me push
back
against it
deeper, harder, sharper
I wanted it

claiming the pain blossom
for a deeper moment
deeper into my flesh
and mind

for a moment
I flew
climbed the lightening
bright bite of it
higher and higher
oh yes higher

in real-time
it lasted perhaps
a nanosecond
in my brain
it rolled through me
for days and days

I fluttered up
up up and away
up out of my head
somewhere deep inside
masochistspace

I looked down
from a dizzy great height
with amusement
at the silvery star mark
left on my arm

my inattendu loft-marking
that made me smile
for days.

***

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Feb 20

beg

Posted by Angel on Saturday Feb 20, 2010 Under Angel, Poetry

cross-posted from The Enigmatic Angel

beg

beg on your knees

beg for release
beg for attention

beg to please
beg to be touched
beg to be tied
beg to be used
beg to be abused

beg for pain

beg to submit
beg to serve

beg to be considered
beg to be inspected
beg to be toyed with
beg to be teased
beg to be tortured

beg to have long nails scour your back
beg to have your hair pulled tight
beg to be pinched and pulled
beg to be marked and coloured with pain

beg

***

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Feb 15

Trust

Posted by Angel on Monday Feb 15, 2010 Under Uncategorized

It's an interesting topic, no?

Yes, it's been on my mind a lot lately.

In some ways, I have been very blessed, when it comes to trust.
I've played with someone for years now with whom I share a complete trust.

But I have come across oh so many before and since, of the other kind.

Safe. sane and consensual.
Now does that apply to truth? Or half-truths?
You tell me.

There are so many half-truths and outright fabrications when people treat with desire that it simply boggles my mind sometimes.

I am so very grateful that there is someone special who has my trust.
So many...just don't.


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Feb 10

An Enigmatically Terrible & Cruel Compassion

Posted by Angel on Wednesday Feb 10, 2010 Under Uncategorized

It takes an Enigmatic Angel to write about a compassion that is terrible and cruel.

Compassion has been a part of me and my life seemingly forever – and lately I’ve been thinking about how I brought my compassion with me on my BDSM journey as well.

I’ve always been very empathic. I have seen inside people’s souls in ways no one has seen. And I have loved people as I have seen into their souls, if even for a brief moment. Loved strangers in the street I passed by but once, and loved others who crossed my path countless of times.

Sometimes people have mistaken that love for something else. It is not an erotic love that I speak of, but a love pure and bright white for my fellow human beings. The compassionate love that understands and accepts.

“Love as thou wilt”.

Those were the words I read one day in Jacqueline Carey’s Kushiel dark fantasy series, and how those words resonated when I read them.

Those who know me know how much I am fascinated and fond of this Kusheline Legacy. This strangely dark and tempting tale of gods and angels, with that undercurrent of pain and domination and submission in it.

And of this tale I was drawn most to a God of Love, Elua, who bid all to love as one wilt, and his darkest of Angels and Companions, Kushiel. Kushiel, the Punisher of God. The angel who delivers sinners, washes their sins away in a wave of pain and fire. The angel who delivers pain with eternal compassion and delivers complete and pure forgiveness.

Oh yes, this Kushiel was the one I was most drawn to, a strongly rebounding echo of my own dark and pain-kissed journey, my BDSM path that I have walked.

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Dec 12

The Enigmatically Spiritual Submissive

Posted by Angel on Saturday Dec 12, 2009 Under Uncategorized

What an odd title, no?

Well spiritual things have been on my mind lately, specifically in the BDSM/kinky arena.

There are always these small bursts where sub candidates all seem to apply at the same time. And I make my careful and patient way through them. Oh yes it does take patience.

Patience, because in my mind’s eye I know exactly what kind of sub or slave I want to dominate. It has nothing whatsoever to do with physical type. Rather, it’s so much more to do with the spirit. Their spiritual side, in a way. I’ve never been interested in the odd kinky play that is the BDSM equivalent of a one night stand. I want more, much more than that. But of course it starts with a beginning. The path to finding that special sub with just the right spirit can be a bumpy path. But if my kinky eye catches that special glimpse of the quality person I seek – ah for them I will be very, very patient.

How would I describe this special spirit I seek? It is really hard to put into words. That’s something, coming for me, who values words over gold. More precious than rubies. You could say.

It’s a certain mindset. Either it’s there…or it’s not. Mind you, I’ve come across some fool’s gold in my time. Something that might look bright, shiny and promising at first glance. But then revealed as dull and unoriginal in the harsh morning light. And I’m not one to be bedazzled easily. It takes so very much for me to give that all so important second glance.

So I’ve had a couple of interesting candidates cross my path. Whether anything works out, ah no matter. I am well ready to be disappointed, but open-minded enough (Want to read more...)
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Dec 08

FetLife’s Kinky Holiday Treats & Kinky Kontest

Posted by Angel on Tuesday Dec 8, 2009 Under FetLife

















Hello Kinky Folks!

'Tis the season...to be kinky! Fa la la...la la la laaaaaaaa!

Especially when FetLife is giving away almost $25, 000 worth of kinky presents.
Oh go on....you know you want 'em!

I certainly do and did. Still drooling. Yum.

Step 1
Sit on Santa's lap and tell him what you'd like for the kinky holidays.
Choose your three favorite toys in Santa's bag.

Step 2 // The Last Step
Tell Santa if you've been naughty or nice!?!?
Santa knows… he's perving your pics. :-p

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Now watcha' waiting for?

Go sit on Kinky Santa's Lap and register to win:

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Kinky kisses,
Angel


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